It's far too hard to describemyself in just a few.. measly words. I'm what one might say: hard to fully understand - Yet: simple enough if you try really hard. I won't open up to just anyone; because I'm afraid I might get hurt. Or my weaknessesmay be used against me should a falling out between a friend and myself should happen.
I've done things I've regret, and I've made choices on the whim. I've lied, stole - but never have I cheated. I've been lied to, looked down upon, stabbed in the back, insulted, been pushed down emotionally and mentally - but unlike some people in this world, I keep my head up high, and I continue to try. To try and strive for something better that I know that I deserve.
Despite all of this, and what I've put up with, I'm far too cheerful to let what's happened to me keep me down. Yea, there are days when painful memories come to mind, and cause me to feel alone.. But, when looking around me, remembering all of my friends, remembering my family, I'm not alone. I have people who love me. I shove away those memories, wipe away those tears that began to form, and I smile. Because there is no reason that I should feel so sad, and alone in this world.
I keep a smiling face, a true smile because what's happened to me, has helped me grow as a person. I've learned hard lessons that takes some people forever to learn. I'm happy with who I am, happy with what I had to go through, happy that I'm me. Never had I wished to be someone else.
I'm just me, in all my wonderful flaws, and imperfections.